Dumb Girls

So blogging is not as great as I thought it would be. Well it's great, I guess it's just not as helpful as I imagined it would be. I'm still pretty upset with the whole Noel and Lily thing and blogging about it hasn't made me feel any better. And things just seem to keep getting worse. Like last night I had small group with a group of girls, which included Noel. When I got to small group early, well at least I thought, everyone else has already been there for at least a half hour or so. So I'm already pretty upset and then they start talking about drinking and how they just want to know what their limit is and my small group leader, who is like 40 years old, agrees that that's a good idea. And let me just say we are not 21 years old and we should not be drinking. So I just sit there for a while saying nothing, cause I have nothing to say because I do not partake in under-age drinking. And the whole time I'm just thinking how dumb all of these girls are. I have way to much to lose to be involved in any of that nonsense, it's dumb and ridiculous. If any of them get caught they could get in big trouble. Ya I know I sound like a goody-too shoes, but under-age drinking is a dumb thing to do and I am not dumb. So anyways, by the time small group is done I've said like two words and no one even asks me if anything is okay or anything! Like wow thanks a lot for caring, especially you Noel. So now I've decided to never go to small group again, because what's the point if I don't learn anything except how dumb and stupid everyone else is?